join tuzki's facebook group n save 43 of its emoticons 4 ur msn...
it'sssssss sooo cute...
who wud have thought a noseless n mouthless bunny wud melt my heart like dat!

i'm finally home in kuching...
it's near the end of the month and finally an update from me.
the tight and busy schedule that occupied most of my time in Newcastle cannot be blamed this time for it's just pure laziness.

i, for months have anticipated the heat that have waited patiently for my return. so much so that a hype was build around it just to make my peers in the uk jealous of me. it, however, took only two minutes for me to embrace the tropical heatwave before i find myself missing the colder British weather.

reason being that although the body adapted almost immediately to the different time zones, it could not with the immediate change of climate. the body was unable to release heat thanks to much smaller sweat pores that were out of used for 9 months. while most malaysians were sweating and releasing heat the same time, i remained dry and burning inside.
a week has passed. now i sweat more than two pigs combined and the shower is my new hangout place at home.



am glad that there are no mentions of any weight gain since coming home from bread haven, only one or two, who's prolly due for their regular eye check up soon.


only a week since being back home, the list of local food written across two pages has been proudly and gluttonously consumed. maybe this time, when i head back to Newcastle, friends there would notice the slightly rounder ass and belly. or maybe the defensive phyllis might emerge once more and accuse them of not checking their eyesights regularly. but until then, i shall enjoy the company of my family, my beloved pooch and friends.

it's exam month again...
hence the lack of update...
but in 3 weeks time i'll be home....

at the moment... dun worry...
i'll haf plenty of sleep
i'll go out for strolls for the de-stress
and i'll eat healthy!

i even got me a spanish chef to cook my 3 meals and care for my legendary binges...
and as if that isnt enuff...
he'll do the cleaning up after that too...

reason for being oh so kind...
his early projects of turning me into a ball
BACKFIRED
and with only less than a week b4 he heads back to spain...
he'll seize every last opportunity....

appropriation,
i have committed none,
to take him for my own use,
was never blatantly done.

sorry for causing the insecurities,
sorry for all the concerns,
but silly silly you...
and all your f*ckd up paranoia.

chain him if it makes you happy,
make him your prisoner if you please,
he was never mine in the first place,
and will never be!

go ahead... keep you're better half,
who is your everything and the world,
because my world stays the same,
with or without him.

so i say welcome,
for the times i defended you,
when he came to me,
annoyed at you and doubtful of the relationship.

because you see,
appropriation of someone's feelings,
i have committed none,
just you and your covetous self.

come on... give it a guess...
who is this celebrity who seems oblivious to the cool breeze down under...
clue: mr. receiver in brokeback mountain