LACUNA: i dun feel too well

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12pm UK time

it's killing me...
i'm nervous... i'm anxious... i'm scared...
the tummy becomes voluntarily unsettled at the thought of the release
as though flaming liquid shit is gonna piss outta me asshole every 5 minutes...

and that.... i have to bear for another 7 hours..... argh!
pray dat i do welll.... PLS....

update:
it's 1.35pm UK time now...
n i'm over the moon...
thank u GOD 4 ur blessings.... and thank u close frens n relatives 4 ur kind words n prayers....
i am proud of myself too

mugged!

for all the uncertainties and all the questions about His existence,

for all the non-commitments of an agnostic,

i admit i was wrong and pompous,

for now i do believe in GOD and

all His PRAYERS.

Thank you is all i can say,

because of You, theresa came out unharmed,

with not a scratch mark, not a single bruise.

just the lost of a handphone, money and a car but NOTHING more.

and where the fear in the air was palpable,

YOU protected her and kept her strong.

i may have questioned Your existence before,

but now i'm a believer.

You are Almighty

for without You

i may be sitting here mourning instead of thanking You.

so thank you GOD!

THANK YOU.

david cook

i admit, i wasnt a david cook fan although i saw some potential when he performed billie jean. welll not until last night and also the fact that michael johns is out of the competition, david completely blew me away. i was close to tears. his version of mariah carey's always be my baby was so haunting that according to 'some' it gave them eargasm... lol! this guy has talent and unlike chris daughtry in season 5, david cook is able to turn any song into a rock song that all listeners from different genre could connect to.

david cook singing mariah's always be my baby

everyone in the studio loved it, the judges loved it... randy jackson gave him a standing ovation and the viewers around the world including me cant wait to download the studio version from itunes. like paula said, it has potential to be a movie soundtrack.

david even teared a little. ryan said those were tears of joy. bt i think there's something more to that. it was a certain studio audience that brought the rocker to tears. remember the initial AC on david's guitar... well that's david's brother, adam cook (AC) who has been battling brain cancer and last night with God's prayers and support from friends, adam was able to make it to the studio. adam cook heared his younger brother sang live on american idol for the first time.... 4 mins and 38 seconds almost near the end of the video, the cameraman focused on him looking so proud!

pics of adam cook from wthitv.com

here's some bits of d article reporting adam's journey to california(click on the above link) that really moved me:
" Originally they [the doctors] wanted to bring him in [to the airport] on a gurney and he said 'You know I have to show people that I'm strong and that I'm going to make this trip.'

Quiet yet determined, Cook entered the terminal at Terre Haute International Airport. With the aid of just a cane, he made his way around the room, greeting family and friends before his flight.

The Cooks' Hollywood adventure is being made possible by a family friend, Darrick Scott, who helped get Clarian Health to donate a $40,000 medical flight. Doctor Michael Cravett, a physician with Lifeline and Clarian Health, told News 10 that Adam has "already outlived the normal prognosis for the type of cancer that he has. So when Darrick said, 'We need to send him out to California as soon as we can,' we jumped on it."

While David may be a star, Adam is also rising to new heights. Adam's wife says he's fighting to live "everyday. Every minute of every day he's just been fighting to... just to keep going." "

my prayers go out to adam cook and his family, hopefully he'll come out victorious in his battle with cancer. as for david cook, his fate lies with the american voters. am no american so i cannot vote, bt i do know that this blog has a reasonable amount of american readers, so... pls

VOTE for DAVID COOK and the heart and talent that comes with it.

to kill her

four hours of sleep and sore muscles from carrying the weight of a intoxicated friend but i'm not complaining.

five years of being occasionally surrounded by drunken people but never was i this terrified.

seven years of being a social drinker but never once have i thought that there were worst consequences to a drunken night than the spinning effect of vertigo, the pain of throwing up and the bad hangover the next day.

a friend was close to death last night.

she was at one time puking ceaselessly, foaming in her mouth and was later going through ataxia before being completely stupor.

but the puking didnt stop and she was shivering from being so cold.

it didnt look right, she was very pale.

worried and not being able to handle the situation anymore, theresa's dad was called for help.

help came about 2 a.m in the form of 'dad' and a bottle of axe oil.

my friend was overdosed and was suffering from alcohol poisoning.

we were instructed to rub axe oil on her chest, her back, the outer part of her ears, her nostrils and even in her mouth.

a glass of ice cold water to be finished later on.

the alcohol had to come out and that was the only way.

she was in pain and so were we from watching.

she puked some more and in the midst of it... her nose bled.

the loss of bodily function began, her weak heart was slowing down.

i was aghast.

bt dad was determined and we were not ready to lose a friend... nt just yet.

we rubbed, we massaged, we focus on the need for her to drink ice cold water repeatively.

and each time, she puked more.

the alcohol that was attacking her entire body system was coming out but slowly.

by 4 a.m, with probably about 4% of alcohol left in her body

we were still not in our beds sleeping...

bt rather very wide awake as the worrying kept us so.

my friend was still puking bt she was better.

her colour was back, her eyes were not bloodshot and she was more aware of the surroundings.

she was saved and thank god, dad n the bottle of axe oil for that

it's 12 am now and 11 hours ago i almost lost a friend.
was it worth it?
is a few sips of tequila worth it?
to go through all the pain and the suffering...
to have that fear of death...
my friend was never a drinker and will probably never be one.
intoxication was never cool and certainly not when your level of alcohol tolerance is low.
a hard life lesson taught if you're asking me.
alcohol should never be taken so trivial, nt anymore after an incident like this.

it's funny, sam once told me a joke about a man who tried murdering his wife
and in all his plots and schemes, he finally gave her tequila and the wife died.
reason for it was how similar tequila sounded like to kill her...
and to kill her it certainly almost did to my friend.

banana in pyjamas...

to keep my feeble body warm, a kiddish two-pieced pyjamas was pulled out frm the closet.
bt i've outgrew it, being far too large and matured for it.
the lightweight pants could only cover up to my ankle and could not stop the chilly air frm freezing my already nippy feet.
i hate being sick.
been lying on a torpid state for almost two days now.
dat's pretty miserable for someone so hyper like me.
bet you can tell frm my super manja pout too.

i make one pathetic housewife

with my parents in the Mainlands and sister in kl, me being the responsible daughter, i decided to clean the entire 1,425 sq ft apartment yesterday, alone.

woke up at 7.30am and was only done mopping the floors by noon. In between i managed to wipe dust off visible surface, clean the sink and wipe the mirror... sounds like nothing much done bt that was a little too much for me to handle. am no cinderella.

by 1.00pm, i was a dead rat and an hour's nap wasnt enough. by evening, my body started aching really bad and there were moments i started shivering.

by night, it was evident that i had symptoms of flu. running nose, heavy head, body aching! am pathetic, a simple task to clean the house had make me sick.

skipped both my classes today. been lying in bed almost the entire day. now my hair's a mess, my body's still aching, my nose kinda blocked, am ghostly pale and i have a sweater on to avoid having goosebumps. thank gudness sis is back to nurse me back to health.

i guess i have to think twice before any solo attempts to clean the house in future. my one attempt to be a housewife had obviously failed.

smell...

am a daily net surfer... and on special days like this, small little pics on msn like the one below is enough to divert my attention to it... me being overly unobservant most days...

at first thought, i was like 'gee wow, dat's gross'. NVR wear dark colours if you noe u'r gonna sweat dat much... round circles under armpits do nt look attractive at all... NT AT ALL

being the curious idiot dat i am, i would usually read the side captions of the pic before proceeding further. however today, my hand was a little faster than my brain and wen on clicking the mouse, seconds before my brain could tell that it was blunt of me to do dat.

CURIOSITY ONLY INJURED THE CAT BT FATUOUS ACTIONS KILLED THE CAT...

i was not ready to view such a pic! u didnt even need to scroll down to see it. page loads and there it was... looking back at you with a grin!
man!!!! wad were those women thinking... sniffing under arms... argh.... notice that woman 'closest to screen', placing her nose within millimetres frm the hair... nt just any hair, ARMPIT HAIR... arghhhhhh

that's grisly and capable of being excruciatingly disgusting...
it's disturbing...

title of that article is 'what women like about male sweat.and why?'...

yeah seriously tell me, WHAT women... and WHY?!?!?!?!

think am gonna go grab a bucket now *gags*

pics taken frm msn.com

the itch

05/05/07

1900hrs : dinner starts

2005hrs: delicious soft-shell crabs served

2005hrs: took a bite... delicious... beyond orgasmic

2006hrs: took another piece... yummm

2233hrs: reached home

2235hrs: unbearable itch on palms... slowly spreading to arms and neck

2240hrs: took hot shower

2249 hrs: applied cream on rashes

2300 hrs: forced oneself to sleep

2310 hrs: cant sleep... body itched badly

2320 hrs: body startin to feel hot

06/05/07

0033 hrs: sis came into room n had a shocked of her life

0033hrs: face red n swollen no different frm a baboon's arse

0034hrs: whole body red with rashes due to allergic reaction

0035 hrs: drove to normah

0055 hrs: called into the doctors room

0056 hrs: doctor too had a shocked of his life... eyes wen frm -.- to 0.0

0115 hrs: a jab on d buttocks

0120 hrs: drowsy... super drowsy...

0133 hrs: reached home

0133 hrs: climbed into bed... doze off almost immediately

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