i woke up on the floor next to my bed this afternoon...

i've been dreaming...

dreaming is good when it's about you and a 'handsome' someone running on a field filled with wild flowers, and mr. charming picks up your favourite purple iris, places it on your ear followed by a soft sweet peck on ur forehead...

dreaming is bad when you dream about you and a guy, who u'r trying sooo hard to forget, in the same scenario! hence, the fall from the bed and the swinging of the night-light next to your bed like a pendulum due to the impact...

the guy, who shall remain anonymous... is part of my history... i was young, naive, plain dumb! the plan of forgetting him was goin very well indeed, till this... well... tragic dream!

funny how things have changed...

x years ago, a dream like this will make me blush and completely besotted... now it's no different from a nightmare...


and to think that i sleep with a dreamcatcher necklace every freaking day, morning, afternoon, evening, night etc... isn't it like the guru of catching bad dreams! dreamcatchers are suppose to only let the good dreams through and bad dreams are supposed to be trapped on the net and vanish by the light of dawn!

o.O

it wuz an afternoon nap, dawn wuz lk 10 hrs ago! sigh mayb dat's y... o mayb it's a sign that i havent let go... fuck!

i believe dreams are signs, some good n some portentous in nature... so went to DreamsTell, an online dream dictionary... cudnt find ex-crush nor crush so had to settle with love...



Love: Falling in love means that you are on the right track in your life to success, but this has nothing to do with love in real life.

... hmmm right track in life to success... well dat's comforting i guess...

sigh